Going Crazy...

3 weeks and still waiting.....waiting to hear from PMI if I'm in or not! Everyday that goes by I lose more and more hope that I'm in. My mom did call my advisor (against my will) and all she could tell us was that I didn't make the top 25-which was punch in the gut!!! She did, however, say that I'm still in the running though, but my gut tells me that I'm not going to get in. And that's just in Mesa, my application in Tucson PMI goes in at the end of the month and I find out in the first week in Oct if I got the interview and then there will be more waiting!!! The very first time I visited Tucson, against all odds, I felt at home and I felt good about it and I had the exact opposite feeling about Mesa...who knows?!

So here I sit, going crazier and crazier as each day passes. Seriously waiting and not being able to plan and decide what is right for me is the WORST!!!! I serioulsy don't know what I would do if I wasn't home right now....I would probably be completely crazy if it wasn't for being with my family!!! The only bad thing is I miss my friends like crazy, but I need to be home right now...for my sanity for one thing!! Through all this waiting, I don't think I have ever laughed so hard!!

Last night Jas & I were home alone, and as a tribute to Patrick Sawyze they were playing Dirty Dancing on TV so we were watching the classic movie and we were laughing and joking then out of nowhere, Jas ran over and pinned me on the couch and sat on me...now I started laughing and I mean laughing...and I couldn't stop. Icouldn't even fight back due to laughing so hard. This continued on and on even after our parents got home (Yes we annoyed them haha) Well at one point, Jas was helping me figure out my "TRUE" laugh, being in the laughing mood that I was in I couldn't stop and I'm not being dramatic at all. It was to the point that I had tears streaming down my face and I had my Grandpa's raspy laugh coming out hahahaha Somehow Jas can always make me laugh whether its an annoyance laugh or gut laugh..love her!

Thanks so much Jas and to the rest of my family for distracting me while waiting....if it wasn't for them I serioulsy would be a crazy person in the need to be locked up!